Summer Vacations

Kids get time off for summer...they hope on a plane and fly off to grandma's house.  No parental rules to follow.  Just get to have fun and break rules they would have here at home.  Wouldn't it be nice if the parents also got those same rules in the summer?  Would we come back back worse off then our children do?  No rules for adults could be disastrous.  It would all come back to haunt us in the end.

I still have so many unanswered questions, on so very many fronts.  I question myself each day.  Why I am still here, is the right answer? Am I giving up th opportunity to be truly happy or is this one day going to make me happy by sticking it out?

I need a vacation!  :-)

What is the truth?

So much has been going on in my life.  I couldn't even begin to write it all down and put it all out on the internet for it to never go away.  I try to make my life an open book... I have been hurt so much in so many way, bu so many people in my life.  Yet, life is still what you make of it, right?  Rediscovering and discovering...the in's the out's...up's and downs... What is fact what is fiction... He lied..that is fact... did she? Who knows.  Through it all I didn't lose faith but I ran for a while. I am trying to understand all my new realities.

Time to begin again...

Journal writing was always a passion of mine.  One which I have let slip by, amiss the hustle, bustle, of everyday...LIFE.  I let to many passions go.  To many of what makes me...ME.  So, I am starting again.  Starting to weave a fine tapestry of words which will help me to define and figure out how all wil fit together and make something beautify to behold!

A weaving of words, of friendships, love, family, life, beliefs, goals, and dream of a future that is bright and healthy.  Not one run by others.  Not one that is solely focused on the happiness of others but one that is focused on what and where I know my life is to go.  Where I want my life to turn and how to make it all happen.

God help me!  Only you can make this work!